Saturday, September 27, 2008

How strong does He think I am?

I am still in this funk that I can't shake. I think I've hit my breaking point. God says He won't give us more than we can't handle, but I'm done, God, done...I'm not this strong...even though You obviously think I am. I just want to be back to my normal self, and want to be pregnant. I don't think it's too much to ask...


Amanda said...

I have deffinatly been at that place, and I sometimes feel that I still am. Life is SO hard right now. Last night I had a miscarriage scare and I have so many other things going on in my life right now, I just honestly didn't think I could handle all of it! I am thinking of you and I am here for you if you ever need to talk!!!

judy said...

I don't even know HOW I found your blog but I believe it was God who put me here.

I am so very sorry for your loss. No, I've not gone through the pain you are going through so I won't begin to say, 'I know how you feel'.

But your MIL is right about others praying for you when you can't. And you know, God understands that you're angry. Go ahead and be angry with Him! He has big shoulders and can handle your anger. Cry out to Him as you've never cried out before. YELL if you have to.

But.....don't turn away from Him. Cry out to Him and let Him know exactly how you feel. Keep communicating with Him but don't turn away from Him.

I don't know HOW, but I know WHO can get you through this. Lean on Him like never before.

'Let us therefore come BOLDLY unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need' Hebrews 4:16

I said I'd not gone through what you're suffering but my daughter did for a LONG time. I saw how it affected her and can kind of relate to you.

I'll be praying for you.